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"The Grip of Night" (Original Material)

by Lifelong Lesson

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(Intro) I'm tired of feeling sorry for me But every day it's worsening I'm not the person that I used to be - Everything is crumbling I can't seem to keep my head on straight I don't even know the date Maybe the best thing to do with myself is: Get off the ground, take a step and don't fall down again (Verse I) As broken souls, we wander for more - Looking for our own little cure Seeking out that light, while I can't even escape the grip of night But I'll try 'till the day that I die - Never give up - Never without a fight Taking a step at a time so maybe one day I can touch that light (Chorus I) Or will I go back on my word? One day we will all know... Until then let me be all alone I might go back on my word - I just don't know... Just let me be all alone (Verse II) So I sit here in the darkness - Only one way to get out of this That promise* I made - I don't know if I can keep it now... (Chorus II) What in the world has fucking happened to me? - A victim of a self fulfilled prophecy I never thought I would be that person nobody needs Just let me be all alone (Bridge) Everyone says that it ain't nothing, then take a walk in my shoes Everything is just so fucked up - there is nothing to do (Chorus III) (I went) Back on my word, it's time that you all know... Until then let me scream all alone I *have gone back on my word - it's time for you to go Just let me die all alone (again)
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Unvisible 03:51
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Sitting Duck 05:13
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Here I Am 04:22
•Verse I• The sun has set; another day that she cries Hopeless, lost, and afraid Trapped and stuck - she begs and prays and asks "why"? Will this ever end? •Chorus• Here I am now - I give you my vow: I will come and save your life It's been a long ride; I know what it's like We can break these chains - just you and I •Verse II• The sun is gone; another day that she tries to wake up from her nightmare Strapped to a bomb - it's just a matter of time "Will I ever be saved?" The clock - it ticks; she panics - "Can it be fixed? Or am I too far gone?" Will that one man shake her awake? Or is it just too late? •Chorus II• Here I am now - I know the way out I'll come and save you from you hell I've lived in the dark side - it's crazy I've survived Let me come and save your life Here I come now; your end - I won't allow I will come and save you from all that will break you... *Guitar solo* *Key change* •Chorus III• Here I am now (Here I am now) I need your help, now Will you come and save my life? (Save my life) I'm back in the dark side (I'm back in the dark side) I don't know what's wrong or right Please come back here and save me (Save me) Here I am, now (Here I am now) I need your help now Will you come and save my ass? Here I am now (Here I am now) I've lost myself - help Please just leave me here and save yourself
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Left to Die 03:10
Left to die - I can't feel a thing Let me know - what is my name? I don't wanna tell you no more - Let me go, you stubborn ass little whore Let me go. Let it go. Misconstrue what's true and not true -Devaluing everything that I do I've lost myself not too long ago Maybe one day I'll remember my name Gaslight me 'till the day that I die You've burned the light out from my eyes Another fight - another breakdown Now here I am on the ground - face down A mother whose worried sick for her son And the girlfriend whose boyfriend's mind is now gone Gaslight me 'till the day that I die You've burned the light out of my life Gaslight me every day and every night Shifting the blame - now I'm out of my mind I'm always wrong, and you're always right Too many fights - just leave me here to die Stop the lies or let me die It's not right
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Nowhere Fast 03:51
-LYRICS- *Verse I* Another struggle through another day How come things just never go my way? And by the way, is it worth all the pain? (By the way... By the way...) *Verse II* But you know something? It's okay - I could give a shit anyway Though something tells me that's the wrong way to think... (By the way... By the way...) *Chorus I* And then, the sun - it shines for me just long enough for me to see But then, the night - it blankets me; covering my life and everything *Verse III* How'd you like it if you lived this way: stuck repeating every single day? And by the way, there's no way to escape... (By the way... By the way...) *Chorus II* And then, the silence comforts me just long enough for me to think But then, the racket shatters me Fragments of my life are all we see (Bridge) (Guitar Solo) *Verse IV* Another struggle through another day Another struggle with this disarray How the hell can I just seize the day? *Chorus III* And then, the light; it shined for me just long enough for me to be But then, the night (I meant to sing the word "blackness") swallows me Permeating everything I'll ever be *Chorus IV* One day, I'll find a better way Until then, I'll just keep making the same mistakes...
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■ All vocals and instruments (electric/acoustic guitars, bass guitar, keyboard/synth, and drums) - including all engineering (recording, mixing, and mastering) are done by myself - Erik Diaz of Lifelong Lesson

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"The Grip of Night" consists only of my original material - which is the second part of a double (possibly quadruple) album.

Both album names are taken from one of my most favorite original songs, which is titled "The Light and the Grip of Night". Needless to say, this song is the title track and part of a theme I've decided to implement into both albums.

I've long ago decided to make the song "The Light and the Grip of Night" the last and final song to be recorded. I'm saving the best for last. In the meantime, I will have the first demo version of that song available here on BandCamp. Just please understand that the demo was recorded in 2012. My singing, engineering skills, and even my playing of instruments has improved dramatically since that time (especially my singing - by far). This is all my personal opinion, of course, but I'm sure that anyone else will agree once they listen to the song and compare it to my newer recordings (which is basically every other song that I've uploaded here to BandCamp - especially the cover songs on "The Light"). I can only imagine what the title track will sound like once it's finally recorded and complete.

To hear the many cover songs that I've performed and recorded, please check out the first half of this album: "The Light":

lifelonglesson.bandcamp.com/album/the-light-cover-songs


***Please note: I've been putting most of my time and energy into "The Light", with the intention of switching my focus to my original material once the album of cover songs was complete. However, I never set a limit regarding the amount of covers. I seem to have gotten caught in a loop and remained hyper-focused on recording cover song after cover to the point of not knowing when to stop.

With that said, I can't guarantee that the quality of my original material will hold a candle to the quality of the cover songs I've worked on.

Also to note - there are still a dozen or more original songs that need to be completed. These remaining songs have already been written and even recorded, but they still need some more work before I feel comfortable with releasing them. On another note (...), there are also a dozen or more cover songs as well that are in the same situation (mapped out and recorded - but just not yet up to my quality standards to be released). There should be 53 songs in total - 26 cover songs and 27 originals.

I think I've worked on enough covers (as of 5/14/2018) . It's time to get back to my original songs. Easier said that done for me... But it has to be done.

Thank you so much for listening to my work. :)

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released April 7, 2018

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Lifelong Lesson Linden, New Jersey

Lifelong Lesson is a "one-man band" music project created by Erik. D.

He is both a self- taught multi-instrumentalist and self-taught audio engineer who records and produces his own music.

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