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(Intro)
I'm tired of feeling sorry for me
But every day it's worsening
I'm not the person that I used to be -
Everything is crumbling
I can't seem to keep my head on straight
I don't even know the date
Maybe the best thing to do with myself is:
Get off the ground, take a step and don't fall down again
(Verse I)
As broken souls, we wander for more -
Looking for our own little cure
Seeking out that light, while I can't even escape the grip of night
But I'll try 'till the day that I die -
Never give up - Never without a fight
Taking a step at a time so maybe one day I can touch that light
(Chorus I)
Or will I go back on my word? One day we will all know...
Until then let me be all alone
I might go back on my word - I just don't know...
Just let me be all alone
(Verse II)
So I sit here in the darkness -
Only one way to get out of this
That promise* I made - I don't know if I can keep it now...
(Chorus II)
What in the world has fucking happened to me? -
A victim of a self fulfilled prophecy
I never thought I would be that person nobody needs
Just let me be all alone
(Bridge)
Everyone says that it ain't nothing, then take a walk in my shoes
Everything is just so fucked up - there is nothing to do
(Chorus III)
(I went) Back on my word, it's time that you all know...
Until then let me scream all alone
I *have gone back on my word - it's time for you to go
Just let me die all alone (again)
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Unvisible
03:51
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3. |
Nowhere Around
05:27
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4. |
Sitting Duck
05:13
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Here I Am
04:22
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•Verse I•
The sun has set; another day that she cries
Hopeless, lost, and afraid
Trapped and stuck - she begs and prays and asks "why"?
Will this ever end?
•Chorus•
Here I am now - I give you my vow:
I will come and save your life
It's been a long ride; I know what it's like
We can break these chains - just you and I
•Verse II•
The sun is gone; another day that she tries
to wake up from her nightmare
Strapped to a bomb - it's just a matter of time
"Will I ever be saved?"
The clock - it ticks; she panics - "Can it be fixed?
Or am I too far gone?"
Will that one man shake her awake?
Or is it just too late?
•Chorus II•
Here I am now - I know the way out
I'll come and save you from you hell
I've lived in the dark side - it's crazy I've survived
Let me come and save your life
Here I come now; your end - I won't allow
I will come and save you from all that will break you...
*Guitar solo*
*Key change*
•Chorus III•
Here I am now
(Here I am now)
I need your help, now
Will you come and save my life?
(Save my life)
I'm back in the dark side
(I'm back in the dark side)
I don't know what's wrong or right
Please come back here and save me
(Save me)
Here I am, now
(Here I am now)
I need your help now
Will you come and save my ass?
Here I am now
(Here I am now)
I've lost myself - help
Please just leave me here and save yourself
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Left to Die
03:10
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Left to die - I can't feel a thing
Let me know - what is my name?
I don't wanna tell you no more -
Let me go, you stubborn ass little whore
Let me go. Let it go.
Misconstrue what's true and not true
-Devaluing everything that I do
I've lost myself not too long ago
Maybe one day I'll remember my name
Gaslight me 'till the day that I die
You've burned the light out from my eyes
Another fight - another breakdown
Now here I am on the ground - face down
A mother whose worried sick for her son
And the girlfriend whose boyfriend's mind is now gone
Gaslight me 'till the day that I die
You've burned the light out of my life
Gaslight me every day and every night
Shifting the blame - now I'm out of my mind
I'm always wrong, and you're always right
Too many fights - just leave me here to die
Stop the lies or let me die
It's not right
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Nowhere Fast
03:51
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-LYRICS-
*Verse I*
Another struggle through another day
How come things just never go my way?
And by the way, is it worth all the pain?
(By the way... By the way...)
*Verse II*
But you know something? It's okay -
I could give a shit anyway
Though something tells me that's the wrong way to think...
(By the way... By the way...)
*Chorus I*
And then, the sun - it shines for me
just long enough for me to see
But then, the night - it blankets me;
covering my life and everything
*Verse III*
How'd you like it if you lived this way:
stuck repeating every single day?
And by the way, there's no way to escape...
(By the way... By the way...)
*Chorus II*
And then, the silence comforts me
just long enough for me to think
But then, the racket shatters me
Fragments of my life are all we see
(Bridge)
(Guitar Solo)
*Verse IV*
Another struggle through another day
Another struggle with this disarray
How the hell can I just seize the day?
*Chorus III*
And then, the light; it shined for me
just long enough for me to be
But then, the night (I meant to sing the word "blackness") swallows me
Permeating everything I'll ever be
*Chorus IV*
One day, I'll find a better way
Until then, I'll just keep making the same mistakes...
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No Place to Hide (Outro)
01:10
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Lifelong Lesson Linden, New Jersey
Lifelong Lesson is a "one-man band" music project created by Erik. D.
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